You have death anxiety, thats why it feels like every article and every news piece feels like a 12 round boxing match in your head.
We’re not supposed to know of all the atrocities and evil doings of the world at real-time. And you sure as shit are not supposed to take on the trauma of all those awful things. You are trading a healthy, happy life for a life of self-righteous indignation because you think the world is owed your every second and every care. It doesn’t the world is brutal and tsunami your entire existence if you let it. We need to be strong. We need to be caring, we need to look out for each other, but not at the cost of our own individuality and peace.
Join the FBI or fight the FBI if you are so inclined, but if you are some regular degular joe schmo stop prancing around like you are some watcher of all wrong doing and like you’re going to do a damn thing about it!
Enjoy life, try something outside of your comfort zone, something active. You need to find zen in no thought, not search for waste in an endless sea of wrong and impossible conjectures of evil. THATS NOT YOUR JOB!
Unless it is your job. Then thats your job and you are bout that life. If you are not bout that life which i am not bout that life. I do not want to know or be involved in fighting the major evil of this world. See something say something, but I’m not seeking it out.
So these are your two choices: to pursue justice of the deepest of evils on a deeper level or wash your self clean of all wrong doing and live deeper in the things that really matter like family, friends and in my case: sports and music, everything else is fluff to me. Honestly sports way over music if i had to choose, but thankfully i don’t.
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